Posts Tagged ‘state of mind’

Someone, not someone, a dear friend…sent me an email today. A photo of a rainbow and the wish that i had rainbows in my line of sight… Perfect. Dont want to feel anxious about a bunch of projects at work, so concentrating on other things right now… Started reading ‘all the light we cannot see’ […]


Jack is in Bonn and we are all going on with life…as he is. it’s hard to put in words. A feeling of loss. i described today that it was like losing a limb, but it’s not. Carl says he feels useless. I don’t feel that but I do feel grief. i also can’t imagine […]


Suddenly

28Aug16

Up messing around with the chooks. The chook run is at the very back of the garden, and our neighbours behind have been here longer than us. Suddenly I am back twenty odd years away…chatting with Mrs X. Mrs. X is our neighbour at the back. Jack is a toddler, Isabel is a babe in […]


BUT… you were waiting for the but aren’t you? my reality right now nowhere to go up in my organisation cannot go 4 days a week as supervising staff i am 55 in a few months, and I honestly think age is working against me… I don’t want to go on a ‘pathway to retirement’ option […]



  *formerly/former/belonging to some past time (heard on the intro to Fargo TV series…and a word that you just don’t hear that often). erstwhile this stencil. I took this photo a few years ago now. The building is long gone in Braddon. But this blue girl stays with me. She is also my wallpaper on […]


We haven’t been in London a week yet, but this part of the trip feels different somehow. Not at all sure why. Perhaps its because it’s the first place we have been to in this trip where I can understand people as English is the first language. I’m not trying for clues or guesswork or miming […]